Peter Sarsgaard, “The Killing”

No more “Game of Thrones” until next year.  People, do you realize what this means?  It means that self has to rehash all the old episodes, everything from Season 2 episode 1 all the way to Season 3 episode 10, minus Season 3 episode 9 because she can never ever watch that wedding/massacre without having nightmares.

The Man, however, knows just how to distract her, because yesterday he casually switched channels to AMC, which was showing something called “The Killing.”

After watching for a few minutes, self realized that the Death Row inmate being hustled to the showers, the one who adroitly slips a razor blade from a bar of soap into his mouth, was none other than Peter Sarsgaard.  Hoooly Hotness! (How does one slip a razor blade  into a bar of soap?  Self has not a clue.  Perhaps more to the point:  Who put it there?)

Then self determined that the female detective with the unsmiling demeanor and the red mane of hair (played by Mireille Enos) was an interesting character.

Self let her fingers do the walking on her computer and found that “The Killing” was about to be canceled.  Ratings for the season premiere were bad.

Noooo!

Tonight, The Man found her yet another episode and self sat there, spellbound:  Watch Peter Sarsgaard engage another Death Row inmate in conversation!  Watch him throw out sardonic put-downs to the prison guards!  Watch him lift his shirt to show New Best Friend (fellow inmate) various scars on his torso!  Watch him be all rebellious by spitting antibiotic pills straight into the face of a prison guard!  Watch him recline on his prison bed, nonchalantly reading a book!

There was also a crackling good scene set in the home of one of the prison guards, involving a wife who knows no boundaries.

There were also a number of moody shots of a rainy Seattle.  Did dear blog readers know that a large tribe of street children haunt the streets of Seattle?  And that these youngsters are so vulnerable that they repeatedly end up getting into extremely dangerous situations?

Holy Grrrreat Show!

Tonight, self also decided to google “Justified” Season 5 and discovered that the new season is scheduled to start in January.

Whereupon she began counting the number of months between now (June 2013) and the “Justified” Season 5 premiere in January 2014, and came up with seven.  Which seems like a very, very long time to be waiting.

Maybe she can fill that time with productive reading?  Her reading pace is so slow this year!  Today she only managed to read a further 20 pages into Sister Carrie.

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

Currents: 3rd Monday of June (2013)

For the last month or so, self has been posting entries to the WordPress Weekly Photo Challenges.  It’s been a lot of fun.  She has a bona fide excuse to look through her photographic stash, and she can post random images that don’t seem to have anything to do with each other.

She’s been leaving links to the photo challenges on the WordPress Daily Post site, in the “Post a Comment” section.  Before, she’d see her comments, almost as soon as she posted.  But in the last week or so, she hasn’t seen any of her comments posted, at all.  So, last weekend, she finally put in a help request to WordPress, and the response came back today:  Stop numbering the posts that feature entries to the Weekly Photo Challenges.  In other words, she has to group all of the Photo Challenge entries, instead of posting one by one as she’s been doing.

Awww, what would be the fun in that?  Self likes looking at the photo prompt with fresh eyes, every day! She decides she’ll just stop posting her entries to The Daily Post website, but keep them going on her blog.

Anyhoo, self is still not even a quarter of the way through Sister Carrie, by Theodore Dreiser.  She started a week or so ago, after she decided to return Pilgrim at Tinker Creek, by Annie Dillard, without finishing.  Granted, Dillard is quite a fabulous writer.  But she goes into rhapsodies over praying mantises and frogs and self just isn’t in the right head space for such paeans, not at the moment.  She has to clean her entire house without the help of good Mauricio, she has spider bites on both arms (from pushing into the deepest, dankest corners of her garden), and Sole Fruit of Her Loins and Jennie are coming up in a few days.

To tell you the truth, self adores Sister Carrie.  It’s the first book she’s adored since Little Heathens:  Hard Times and High Spirits on an Iowa Farm During the Great Depression, by Mildred Armstrong Kalish, the book she began reading in Trieste.  Before getting to Sister Carrie, before even she attempted Pilgrim at Tinker’s Creek, she put aside The Portrait of a Lady, by Henry James.  That novel, she only got about 20 pages in.  If a character’s interior monologue does not strike her as helpful, self doesn’t see why she has to devote any more of her summer reading time to it.  After all, summer will be over in a couple of months, and then it will be fall.  The evenings will grow longer, the house will shut down and turn cold, and before you know it, there will be nothing to call her outside except for the bare branches of the apple and cherry trees.  Sand will run out of the hourglass soon enough:  Who can afford to spend weeks reading Henry James?

And, Lord, the movies this summer are pretty insipid.  She saw “Man of Steel” with The Man yesterday, and all she can definitively say is that Henry Caville has a very nice cleft chin and gorgeous eyes, and that Amy Adams ups the entertainment quotient of any picture she is in by about 900 %.  Self almost fell asleep during the apocalyptic confrontation (Everything’s apocalyptic in summer movies, ever since Michael Bay).  What. A. Waste. Of. Michael. Shannon.

The previews of the coming attractions did not exactly fill her with joy, as the movie that stars Channing Tatum and Jamie Foxx is something she’d already seen, just a few months ago, with Gerard Butler performing the Channing Tatum character.  And she hates seeing all those masses of bodies streaming down a wall in the scenes they keep showing over and over, from “World War Z”.  The only upcoming big-budget movie she is interested in seeing, to tell the truth, is the one with Armie Hammer as The Lone Ranger.  Because Armie Hammer knows how to play against type.  She thought he was hilarious in “Mirror, Mirror.”

Ah, where were we?  Poor Nigella Lawson was choked in public by her husband, and afterwards had to kiss him (which convinced no one that the aforementioned choking was simply a joke).  And self read in Vanity Fair how the model who was killed by Oscar Pistorius ended her life in a teensy toilet, huddling with hands crossed over her chest (even though this was not the way she was found; Pistorius carried her to the foot of the stairs of his house and that was how the police found her.  Afterwards, and before the police came, he washed his hands because they got all bloody while carrying her).  The policeman who was in charge of the initial investigation, who later resigned, told Vanity Fair that all the injuries suffered by the woman were on her right side, and one went through her shorts.  So she was pressed against the door, unusual for someone who was presumably using the toilet.  In addition, the door to the toilet had been bashed in by Pistorius; he used a cricket bat.  Self thinks we can all agree that is a pretty terrible way to go.

Finally, here is a passage from Sister Carrie, which reads as though it could have been written for Vanity Fair:

When some one of the many middle-class individuals whom he knew, who had money, would get into trouble, he would shake his head.  It didn’t do to talk about those things.  If it came up for discussion among such friends as with him passed for close, he would deprecate the folly of the thing.  “It was all right to do it –  all men do those things –  but why wasn’t he careful?  A man can’t be too careful.”  He lost sympathy for the man that made a mistake and was found out.

Further down, on the same page, Hurstwood muses about his wife:

Owing to his order of mind, his confidence in the sex was not great.  His wife never possessed the virtues which would win the confidence and admiration of a man of his nature.

Self doesn’t know why she finds the Hurstwood point of view fascinating, but she does.  Also fascinating are Dreiser’s descriptions of the burly city of Chicago as it was in the late 19th century, at the cusp of the American century.

She thinks she read in the Introduction (by Claude Simpson of Ohio State University) that Dreiser wrote the novel in something like three months.  It met with several rejections, but was finally published in 1900.

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: Curves 3

Calla Lilly, Side Yard

Calla Lilly, Side Yard

These have appeared all over self’s yard.  None of them were planted by her.

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: Curves 2

Could this be a sundial?  (Seen on the island of Torcello)

Could this be a sundial? (Stumbled across it on an excursion to the island of Torcello)

This was in a courtyard in front of an old, old church (the Cathedral of Santa Maria Assunta –  said to be the oldest church on the Venetian lagoon, older even than the Cathedral of San Marco.)  Self took the vaporetto first to Murano, then to Burano, and finally to Torcello.  That was one of the best days of her trip to Venice in April.  The crowds of San Marco Square were far, far away.

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: Fleeting 4

San Francisco, about two weeks ago. She drove to the City to find a reading. She found the place. She was blocks away, but she could see how the street went perpendicular, at precisely the block where the reading was to take place.

Self tried to find parking in the surrounding streets. None. If she had been more familiar with the neighborhood, she might have not given up so easily. Afterwards, when she sent her apologies to Allison Amend, the writer whose reading she missed, Allison chided her with: There was a parking garage a block away. It was on the directions on the evite.

!!!!!

Anyhoo, self did manage to get off a shot of this San Francisco street corner, early evening in late spring:

Trying to find the freeway on-ramp, circled this same block endlessly

Trying to find the freeway on-ramp, circled this same block endlessly

Stay tuned, dear blog readers. Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: Fleeting 3

Self thinks this young graduate rocks the grey suit/ grey sneakers!

Self thinks this young graduate rocks the grey suit/ grey sneakers! Taken in Saint Mark’s Square, Venice, April 2013

Self happened to stumble upon San Marco Square just as a commencement ceremony had wrapped.  The square was filled with excited new graduates and their families.  There were a plethora of stories, wherever self looked.

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: Fleeting 2

Against a Backyard Fence:  Climbing Don Juan

Against a Backyard Fence: Climbing Don Juan

Self’s climbing Don Juan rose blooms only once a year, around April.  During the summer (now), it shrivels away to nearly bare twigs, because of where self planted it:  it gets intense afternoon heat from noon to seven p.m.  Self planted several things in front of it to help absorb the glare, but those other things remain slender saplings and barely cast any shadow.  Live and learn.

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: Fleeting

Day Before Mother’s Day. A package in the mailbox. Return Address: Southern California. Contents: Fabulousness

Arrived in the Mail, the Day Before Mother's Day 2013

Arrived in the Mail, the Day Before Mother’s Day 2013

Yummm!

Thanks much, Sole Fruit of Her Loins!

Ate the entire box in just two days.

Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: The Sign Says 3

Edinburgh, June 2012

Edinburgh, June 2012

June 2012:  Self arrived in Edinburgh wearing white capris and silver sandals.  When Hamish spotted her, about 30 seconds after she’d positioned herself at the baggage carousel, she was so astonished, she blurted out:  “How did you know it was me?”  BWAH. HA. HA. HAAAAA!

She saw this artwork near the University of Edinburgh main library.  She was with Joan, a poet and fellow resident at Hawthornden.  During that day, she almost got squashed by a double decker.  She remembered Joan dashing across the street and yelling back at her:  “Come on!”  So self started, and belatedly saw the bus, and Joan yelled:  “No, Stop!”  And then, confusingly:  “OK, come!”  Then, “Stop!  Stop!”  Then:  “Come, come!”

Suffice it to say, self survived that day.  And later, she went to Edinburgh a lot by herself.  She ended up buying:  Sweaters.  A pair of boots.  A red raincoat.  Mary Janes.  She survived!

Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: The Sign Says

Sign self taped to her printer, three years ago

Self taped this sign to her printer because she wanted to make sure she looked at it every day.  It’s been there approximately three years.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: In the Background 6

On the Vaporetto to St. Mark's, Venice, April 2013

On the Vaporetto, Venice, April 2013

Is this an “In the Background” kind of shot, in keeping with WordPress’ Weekly Photo Challenge theme of the week?

Self has no idea.  She would never have posted it, though, if she hadn’t been looking for a photo where “background,” or anyway the idea of background, was key.

So, it’s all good.

It turns out self’s fondest memories of Venice are not the paintings, not the magnificent churches, but the vaporetto rides.  Which thousands of people take every day, on their way to and from work in the city.

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: In the Background 4

Venice, April 2013:  A mysterious courtyard

Venice, April 2013: A mysterious courtyard

Not sure if this photograph qualifies for this week’s WordPress Photo Challenge Theme:  In the Background.

You decide, dear blog readers.

Here’s the WordPress prompt :

In the Background

The places that we pass through day after day, or even once in a lifetime, leave in their small way, echoes and traces of themselves upon us.  But so often when taking self portraits or pictures of friends, the places themselves become a soft blurred mush of indistinct semi-nothingness, the limelight stolen by our smiling faces.  In today’s challenge, let’s turn the tables.  Take a picture of yourself or someone else as a shadow, a reflection, or a lesser part of a scene, making the background or . . .  the foreground the center of attention.

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

Author Photos, and Other Matters of Great Importance

Self received a message from Anvil Press of the Philippines, who published her third collection in 2009 (Don’t worry; you’ve never heard of it):  They owe her royalties of 3,000 pesos (about $73)

Whoopie!!!  Her first set of Anvil royalties!  She feels so, so validated!!!

She also heard, via La Hagedorn, that Anvil is putting out a Philippine edition of Manila Noir, just out Read the rest of this entry »

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: In the Background 3

A Pilgrim on Her Way to the Golden Temple in Amritsar, 6 a.m.

A Pilgrim on Her Way to the Golden Temple in Amritsar, 6 a.m. (February 2012)

The best time to see the Golden Temple in Amritsar is at dawn.

Arrive in Amritsar the night before, stay at a hotel, wake up at 4 a.m., be prepared to walk across a dusty street barefoot, bring a head scarf and make sure you fasten it firmly.  Self’s flew off several times and people around her started to mutter.

Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: In the Background 2

Jardin du Luxembourg, Paris, July 2012

Jardin du Luxembourg, Paris, July 2012

It was a cloudy day.  It was the first week of July, 2012.  Self had just spent a month in Scotland, on a writing residency.  She went to Paris to fulfill a lifelong dream.  Her birthday was July 14, Bastille Day.  She didn’t get to stay until then, she went home a week early.  But at least she finally saw the City of Light with her own two eyes.  Yeeees!!!

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

Weekly WordPress Photo Challenge: Pattern

Gondolier, Venice, Italy

Gondolier, Venice, Italy

Was taking pictures from a bridge over a canal.  Waited.  Sure enough, a gondola happened by.

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

JENALYN, Self’s First Novella, Downloadable Now: Only $2.99 per Download!

And here’s the link, dear blog readers!

It’s very experimental storytelling.

And it’s available FREE for a very limited time  (NOT!  You waited too long!  Now you have to pay $2.99!)

If anyone is interested in reviewing Jenalyn or The Lost Language (more about this collection, below), please contact self so that she can send you review copies!

*     *     *     *

And here’s something else:  Because The Lost Language, self’s third collection of short stories, was published by a Philippine press, Anvil, it hasn’t been readily available here in the States.  Self has told many people that, if they should chance to be in the Philippines, they should drop by their local National Bookstore or Powerbooks and pick up a copy there.  That, or have a visiting relative bring over a copy.

But self has just discovered that Linda Nietes of Philippine Expressions (L.A.-based long-time purveyor of Filipiniana) gets a monthly shipment of books from the Philippines, so if you want a copy, all you need to do is e-mail her at:

linda@philippineexpressions.com

She has a Paypal account.

When self’s first book, Ginseng and Other Tales From Manila, was published, it was Linda Nietes who organized the launch in L.A.  And she has done the same for untold numbers of Filipino and Filipino American writers.  Really, self cannot thank her enough!

Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: Curves 4

This mug was from a museum gift shop (probably the de Young):  Self filled it with chai tea today.

This mug was from a museum gift shop (probably the de Young): Self filled it with chai tea today.

Self had a grade-school Art History teacher named Mother Remedios who taught that the ancient Egyptians always drew eyes in full-on frontal view, even when the people they drew were in profile.  Curious effect.  When some artist began to draw the eye as it would realistically appear in profile, the art of portraiture changed forever.

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge: Curves

The theme for this week’s WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge is CURVES.

Sooo frustrating:  she just can’t get her posts to appear in the Comments section of the WordPress Photo Challenges site.

Here’s a picture self took a few months back. The akebia quinata on her front porch was, for a couple of weeks, covered with these little greenish-white puffs!

Akebia quinata, twining around trellis on front porch

Akebia quinata, twining around trellis on front porch

Stay tuned.

A Review of Books About Insomnia (The New Yorker, 11 March 2013)

Since it is a very long time until the next season of Game of Thrones, self has been watching Season 2.  Believe it or not, she has gotten into such a rhythm with watching this show (The Man wants to know why self is so obssessed.  Channeling Ygritte, self tells him:  “You know nuthin’, The Man!” In other words, he better keep his trap shut if he doesn’t want to get plugged with so many arrows he ends up looking like a hedgehog, which was the sight presented by Jon Snow when he dazedly arrived at Castle Black in the final episode of Season 3!)

Anyhoo, it seems she can’t get to sleep at night unless she watches one episode, just before bedtime.  Last night, The Man (who is a Great Tease), played two back-to-back episodes for self, and this was a little bit too much, as then self found that instead of falling asleep at midnight, she was very jacked up.

But, enough with the digressions!  While plowing through her once-again-humongous Pile of Stuff today, Friday, self happened to come across an essay called “Up All Night:  The Science of Sleeplessness,” in The New Yorker of 11 March 2013.  She read the article straight through, from beginning to end, with only one break:  to go to the Redwood City Library and pick up a copy of Hilary Mantel’s Wolf Hall (It’s self’s first Hilary Mantel.  Isn’t that crrrrazy???)

One of the books reviewed, The Slumbering Masses, written by a UC Santa Cruz anthropology professor named Matthew J. Wolf-Meyer (What a fabulous name for a professor!), has this to say about our modern pattern of sleep:

Until a century and a half or so ago, Wolf-Meyer observes, “Americans, like other people around the world, used to sleep in an unconsolidated fashion, that is, in two or more periods throughout the day.”  They went to bed not long after the sun went down.  Four or five hours later, they woke from their “first sleep” and rattled around –  praying, chatting, smoking, or making love.  (Benjamin Franklin reportedly liked to spend this time reading naked in a chair).  Eventually, they went back to their “second sleep.”

As for self, she fell into the habit of wakefulness when she became a mother.  So that she would not waste a single minute of the nocturnal hours, she would read next to son’s crib.  When he woke, she would wake, and then read some more.  In this way, self managed to read many, many, many books, all the while son was an infant, and years and years beyond, up to today.

The Man is exactly the opposite:  he falls asleep instantaneously, and sleeps 10 hours at a stretch.  One minute he’s awake, the next –  Bang! –  he’s asleep.  Then he starts to snore.  Loud.  And this makes self so frustratingly envious that she is tempted to pinch The Man’s nose.  But she restrains herself.  She is not the type of person who pinches sleeping people’s noses.  Of course not!

She read somewhere that people who have insomnia live much shorter lifespans than other people.  Which means –  hello!  There is absolutely no time to waste, self!  Get cracking and finish your book!

Another book mentioned in the essay is Internal Time:  Chronotypes, Social Jet Lag, and Why You’re So Tired, by Till Roenneberg, of the Ludwig Maximilian University of Munich (Again, what a name.  Self can go years at a stretch without encountering one single outstandingly fabulous name, and suddenly, in one essay, she encounters two).  Here the professor categorizes people according to sleep habits.  Some people are larks, which means they are indefatigable early risers.  And other people are owls, which means they stay up all night.  According to the author of the essay, Elizabeth Kolbert (which has self wondering if it’s pronounced like Stephen Colbert’s name, but once again she digresses), “Teen-agers are owls, which is why high schools are filled with students who look (and act) like zombies.”  Self wonders how teen-agers graduate from being owls to being normal?  Or do some people stay owls for the rest of their lives?

Stay tuned, dear blog readers.  Stay tuned.

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