Stockton, California, 1948: Anita F. Bautista

I was 15 years old when I got married to a handsome manong, a farm labor contractor who was also a musician. Every night during the asparagus season, he played the saxophone with the band at the Rizal Social Club. We had one son and our marriage lasted 20 years.

    – Anita F. (Navalta) Bautista is the vice president of the Stockton chapter of the Filipino American National Historical Society. She writes about her personal experiences for their newsletter. The above quote is from her personal essay, “Love in the Time of Taxi Dancers,” in the October 2007 issue of Filipinas Magazine.

Quote of the Day: Religious Beliefs of the Early Visayans

Most of the Visayans neither knew or believed in an afterlife. They thought that this life was all and even today after sixty years of preaching, I am unable to say that they have even a faint belief in an afterlife or in heaven or hell. What the most intelligent among them used to say was that they believed that the soul was born and died nine times and after dying nine times it became so small that it could be buried in a coffin the size of a grain of rice. They said that the body after burial became water at night and during the daytime lived alongside the soul.

– Quote from Fr. Alcina, the principal authority on the life and customs of the early Visayans, in History of Negros by Angel Martinez Cuesta, O.A.R. (Manila, 1980)

Filipino Names, Part Deux

Oh why not, why not, since self awakens groggy (much movement in living room: son arriving home at 1:30 AM, beagles skittering over hardwood floors at 5:30 AM) and learns from viewing blog stats that her second attempt to interest loyal blog readers in post about Gone Baby Gone has gone flat, Read the rest of this entry »

Things Self Learned This Weekend: Or, An End of (Last Weekend in October 2007) Status Report

About hubby:

    Hubby enjoys going to the City — if self drives.

About son:

    Son is writing a story about a post-apocalyptic universe. (Go, son, go!)
    Son really really missed the steak fondue self used to make for him when he lived at home. Self had to prepare it three times this weekend. Son consumed 4 lbs. of tri-tip steak.
    Son is under the impression that his parents live very “fast-paced” lives (!!@@##)

About self:

    If not for hubby, self would not have felt up to going to the City to catch farewell performance of the Ifugao Music & Dance Ensemble — and yes, it was so worth it to go to the city to see them perform at the Bayanihan Center. The troop performed all over California: Sonoma, Sacramento, southern California, and of course San Francisco.
    Self finds it impossible to park when hubby is beside her, doing the back-seat driving.
    Out of 10 shots self takes with digital camera she bought in Hong Kong, one with “anti-shake” and anti-blurring features, 9 will be blurred. Which means self is an absolute sucker and should never try bargaining with any salespeople in Hong Kong.

About Richard Strauss:

    He died in 1949.
    He was influenced by Nietzsche.
    He is known as “the absolute master of orchestration.”
    His Alpine Symphony (1915) has exceedingly soporific effect — or at least, that was its effect on self during concert last night at Davies Symphony Hall.

About Beethoven:

    Upon hearing an outdoor performance of Mozart’s Piano Concerto No. 24 in C minor, he stopped and exclaimed to a companion: “We shall never be able to do anything like that!” Which self believes is a touching display of artistic humility/ vulnerability (and which anecdote was contained in programme for last night’s San Francisco Symphony concert.)

About Hayes & Kebab

    Aside from having wonderful kebabs and baklava, also make a killer moussaka

About Dearest Mum

    She plays Beethoven with more energy and expressiveness than Saturday night’s pianist did (and, she is about half his size).

Miscellany

    The No. 11 breakfast (2 eggs on toast, fruit bowl) in Bob’s Courthouse in Redwood City is grand.

Stay tuned, dear blog readers, stay tuned.

R.I.P., Bill Sorro

Saturday, 6 October: Self is in the San Mateo Public Library, listening to Vangie Buell talk about a man named Bill Sorro. It’s the first time self has heard of the name, but Vangie pays him tribute, and then Abe Ignacio gets up to read a story by him.

Switch to this morning, 5 AM (When self gets up this early, she knows she has the itch to write). She’s browsing through a copy of Filipinas Magazine. In a section called “Transitions”, she finds this:

Died: Civil and housing rights activist Bill Sorro, August 27 in San Francisco. A former tenant of the International Hotel, Sorro, 68, was part of the trade union for 25 years and helped establish Ironworkers for Union Democracy (# 37 8) in Oakland, California. He was a board member of numerous organizations such as the Veterans Equity Center, the Kearney Street Housing Corporation, the International Hotel Senior Housing Inc. and the CCSF Education in Action. Born to a Spanish/ Scottish mother and Filipino father, Sorro was involved with Filipinos for Affirmative Action, Filipino Civil Rights Advocates and the United Pilipino Organizing Network. He teamed up with Emil de Guzman and Al Robles to establish the Manilatown Heritage Foundation. Sorro received the Koshland Committee Award in 2001 and was given the Local Hero Award by KQED in 2005. A gallery exhibition about his life titled “A Serving of Love: the Passion of Bill Sorro” can currently be seen at the Manilatown Center. It will run until October 6.

Various Delights (Turon, Baklava): First Saturday of October 2007

It’s been quite a long day, dear blog readers. First self dropped by Redwood City Farmers Market, where she bought cilantro, garlic, eggplants, and red and green peppers. Then, she had to hot-foot it to San Mateo Public Library, where she joined Allen Gaborro, Abe Ignacio, Vangie Buell, Oscar Peñaranda, and Marie Yip for a reading to celebrate Filipino American History Month. After that, she raced home and hubby and she went to the City to attend a concert at Davies Symphony Hall.

It’s 11:15 PM, self and hubby have just staggered in. Had a little trouble getting out of the city. Read the rest of this entry »

Today in San Mateo Library

A Filipino-American Cultural Spotlight

Each San Mateo Public Library “Cultural Spotlight” offers programs focusing on one of the ethnic groups within San Mateo’s rich diverse community.

Main Library
55 West Third Avenue
San Mateo, CA 94402

For more information: 650-522-7802

www.smplibrary.org

Sponsored by the San Mateo Public Library, the Asian Library Advisory Committee, the San Francisco Bay Area Consortium of Filipino American National Historical Society, the Asian American Curriculum Project and T’Boli Publishing and Distribution

Celebrate Filipino-American Heritage Month

Saturday, October 6 at 2 pm

Local Filipino Authors Reading & Book Signing

All library programs are free / Light refreshments will be served

SCHEDULED PRESENTERS

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Reflections on Watching Ken Burns’ THE WAR

We have been watching every night, hubby and myself (every night, including the one when we arrived late from spending the day in San Luis Obispo).

We watched the segment on the London Blitz.

We watched the segment on the all-Japanese units of the U.S. army and pondered the way they were sent in again and again, only to be cruelly decimated, in the European campaigns. From this, Mr. Burns did not flinch.

We were waiting for the bits on the Philippines, and they came, interspersed with all the other military campaigns. Naturally, the segments on the Philippines had to mention MacArthur, but the bits on him were mercifully brief. None of the heroics of war for Mr. Burns. Must say that the documentary as a whole is a marvel of control and restraint. And has provoked in self some profound thoughts.

When the documentary turned to the Battle for Manila (which self watched last night), the focus was on conditions inside the prisoner-of-war camp in the University of Santo Tomas. Self read somewhere that where you lived in relation to the Pasig River was crucial to whether you survived the Battle for Manila. Everyone knew that the Americans would head straight for Santo Tomas. South of the Pasig and you made it; north of the Pasig, you were vulnerable to the rampages of the retreating Japanese.

Self has seen the diaries of the Santo Tomas internees. These diaries, some of them, are in the Hoover Archives in Stanford. But last night, she finally saw the people. And they were walking cadavers.

Still, it’s not the Americans self wanted to know about, but the people who lived in the city. This was the toll, at the end of the battle to liberate Manila: 1000 American soldiers, 16,000 Japanese soldiers, and 100,000 Filipino civilians killed.

Here is what self’s father told her about the occupation of his city, Bacolod:

One of self’s uncles ran away, soon after the Japanese occupied Bacolod, and joined the guerrillas. After the war, he told self stories about eating monkeys. This is all she can remember his saying about that time. But self’s father told her that the real reason her uncle left was that one of the Japanese officers, a very refined and courteous man, began spending a lot of time with this uncle, and self’s grandfather didn’t like it. So he sent self’s uncle away to the mountains around Kanlaon, where he could be safe.

Self’s father told her that once, there was an attack on a Japanese garrison and several soldiers were killed. So they rounded up the civilian population of the entire city, and made them file past two prisoners on the plaza, in front of the Church of San Sebastian. And the two prisoners were being beaten to reveal the identity of their fellow guerrillas. And just as one of self’s uncles passed in front of one of the prisoners, the Japanese guard gave the unfortunate man a particularly vicious blow, and the man’s hand flew up and pointed. And when everyone looked up, the man in front of the pointing finger was self’s uncle. So, even though this uncle had never met the guerrilla in his life, he was led away and was never seen again.

The house of self’s father was one of the biggest houses in Bacolod. This house, on Burgos Street, was where the Japanese High Command chose to stay. The house had a deep basement, reached down two flights of stairs. The door to this basement was heavy wood, a wood that probably doesn’t exist anymore on the island of Negros. When self was a little girl, she would sometimes see servants emerge from this mysterious door. She remembered peering down once. She couldn’t make out the bottom of the stairs, only blackness. She felt a chill. She thought the house was haunted. She imagined people had been brought down there, to be tortured, even killed.

Here are some things self learned today, in the course of doing research on the internet: Manuel Arguilla, who wrote some of the most beautiful stories in the English language, was killed during the Japanese occupation. So was Chief Justice of the Supreme Court Jose Abad Santos, who had refused to flee even though the President of our fledgling republic, Manuel Quezon, urged him to do so. He and his young son were captured just outside Carcar, on the island of Cebu.

No one knows this, but my husband’s grandfather was a general, in charge of the rear guard action during the retreat to Corregidor. He was captured, of course, and incarcerated in Fort Santiago. And even though my husband’s grandmother went everyday to the Japanese guards and tried to speak to her husband, they kept turning her away. And finally, at war’s end, when all the people who had been held prisoner were released, the general was not among them and no one knew what had happened or even where his corpse was and his passing was received by his family with a melancholy and tragic silence. There is no memorial, not even on Corregidor, for this man.

Horoscope of the Day or, With Gratitude For All Good Things, Trois

Self has stumbled home from her last class of the week, at xxxx community college. Neck aches something awful.

This morning, self rented another car, as yesterday afternoon’s little foray downtown to see The Brave One impressed upon self the realization that she cannot live without a car. Not that the walk was all bad. It just so happened that self reached Sequoia High School just as school was letting out for the day, and she then got to merge with groups of high school kids, all dressed in varying shades of black and very thick eye-liner, and self was almost convinced she had dropped into another planet. Also, as self is extremely short, and everyone was going hither and thither because of gabbing on a cell phone or listening to an iPod, self almost got trampled several times.

Anyhoo, this morning self got another car. Then drove to xxxx community college and delivered her lesson for the day. Horoscope (which self always reads before setting out for the morning) was:

The crazier your ideas are today, the better! They’ll awaken everyone’s creativity.

Which admonition self found to be extremely comforting.

So, self set off for class, all bright-eyed and hopeful, in spite of the fact that yesterday a student named Sargon who reminded self of Joseph Gordon-Levitt, the guy in Brick, wrote at the bottom of a quiz (whose answers he left blank): Giving a quiz on a syllabus is absurd. This style of teaching is not for me.

Aaaargh!!! Self knows that giving a quiz on a syllabus is absurd. That is why she tried so hard to make it interesting, giving essay-type questions instead of multiple choice, and giving students room to express their opinions freely. Which obviously Sargon did.

And today he was not in class, and neither was his friend, a cute girl named Alex. Oh, well! They missed an absolutely riveting lecture self delivered on former student Kevin Kostelnik’s poem, “There For Six Months.”

Now, self is at home, trying to recoup from a weekful of stresses. Thank God she decided to rent a car this morning, since that enabled her to pass by Menlo Park Library on the way home and rent Nathaniel Philbrick’s Sea of Glory. She was also able to buy lamb chops from Draeger’s. And just being able to do these two things helped self immeasurably, as she then began to feel much calmer and happier.

Now, she’s flipping through The Economist of Sept. 15-22 and stumbles upon picture of some guy in a pompadour and shades. Self thinks it is an Elvis impersonator until she reads the caption: For Once, a Former President Gets His Comeuppance. And that is when self realizes she is looking at a picture of former Philippine president Joseph Estrada.

So then self reads the accompanying article with more than usual interest, and learns that:

On September 12, after a six-year trial, a special court found Mr. Estrada, a former film actor, guilty of “economic plunder” during his presidency and sentenced him to life imprisonment. It ordered the confiscation of $87 million amassed from protection money from illegal gambling operators, embezzled tobacco taxes and commissions from insider trading.

What a fall from grace for the man who was elected in 1998 by the widest margin in Philippine history! Stay tuned, dear blog readers, stay tuned.

Perusing Reynaldo Alejandro’s THE PHILIPPINE COOKBOOK

Here is self writing about food again, which seems to have developed into one of her Read the rest of this entry »

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