Self has been a voracious consumer of writing by doctors, for over two decades.
For a while, her short story, “Lenox Hill, December 1991″ (published in the first Charlie Chan is Dead anthology) was taught in a Pennsylvania medical school, in an “Ethics of Medicine” class. It wasn’t really a short story, self will admit right now. It was memoir. It was about her sister.
Now, she is reading the latest in a long line of fascinating books that began with Sherwin Nuland’s How We Die, and included books by Oliver Sacks, Atul Gawande, Abraham Verghese (many of whose writings she first encountered in The New Yorker) and Stanford psychiatrist Irwin Yalom. The last such book she read (before How Doctors Think) was Christine Montross’s Body of Work: Meditations on Mortality From the Human Anatomy Lab, which was one of her favorite reads of last year. She liked the Montross book so much, she even recommended it to her nephew William, Dear Departed Sister’s second child, who’s now in medical school in Washington University in St. Louis.
And now she’s reading Jerome Groopman’s How Doctors Think. And she simply can’t put it down.
In the section self just finished reading, a middle-aged single woman named Rachel decides to go the solo mothering route and adopts a baby from Vietnam. The baby was supposed to have been “released” at six months, but two months before Rachel was expecting to fly to Vietnam, she received a call that the adoption had been expedited, and she could pick up the baby in July.
Rachel arrived at the hospital in Vietnam, and was momentarily confused because the baby she was shown was much thinner than in the photographs she had been receiving. She was so overjoyed, however, that she didn’t question the hospital staff, and took the baby back with her to the United States.
On the flight home, the baby hardly slept, and hardly sucked. Rachel was fortunate that she had a relative who was a pediatrician, and she asked for advice. The relative said it sounded as if the baby was dangerously dehydrated. “Take her to an emergency room right now,” the relative advised Rachel.
And this was the beginning of a long, long excruciating journey in which the baby’s mouth was discovered to be covered in fungus, which was spreading, and that her lungs were clotted with pneumonia virus. And the woman Rachel absolutely never gave up. Then, shortly after dawn on September 11, 2001 –
Yes, you read right, dear blog readers. Shortly after dawn on September 11, 2001, the latest tests on the baby showed her to be at last free of infection!
And Rachel was so overwhelmed with joy that she decided to share the news with a member of her church, and called her from a payphone in the hospital. The woman seemed to hesitate and then told Rachel: “Turn on your TV.”
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Rachel brought her baby daughter home, 45 days later. This story, at least, has a happy ending.
Stay tuned, dear blog readers. Stay tuned.


